Day 395 and1/2

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Dear Syed,

I found an idea how to get over you. It is called as Attention Diversion.

I think you are fully aware of this theory as you are practising it right now. You divert all your energy to your work and Angel. So your mind will not have any space left to think of me which usually your brain will involuntary does.

Sadly I will not be working until end of next month. So i do not have a busy working life at the moment to help me divert my attention. I have to use another technique which is called Thought Block. Right now, i am thinking of what to do with my salary. I love to think about money. It is the second thing that makes me happy, after you. What am I going to buy and where I am going to go. It also has Visualisation technique. Impressive. 2 theories in 1.

I better stop before I sounded more crazy. But it is better to be like this than weeping over you for days when you do not even think of me.

Hu hee~

God, please please please help me to be strong.

J.