Sunday, July 18, 2010

Day 511

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Syed,


Is he seeing someone now?

Yes he is. But if you ask who, I have no idea.



Do you hold her hands like you held mine?

Do you rub her cheeks when she smiles?

Do you kiss her hand while you are driving?

Do you rub her tummy when she feels sleepy?

Did you had dinner with her every night?

Do you bring her watching movie at GSC Signature, Gardens?

Do you enjoy taking her photos?

Is your phone full of her pictures?

Do you write her cards for every day you are not with her?

Does she also get a bunny?

Have you brought her home?

Have you introduce her to everyone?

Has Amir meets her?

Do you let her call you Aliq?

Do you bake cupcakes together?

What did you gave her, a necklace? Cuz you gave Azura a ring, and I got a bracelet.

Have you met his family?

Have you promise her that your love will be forever and you will marry her?

Have you tell her that you will never ever love anyone else after her?

Have you promise her mother that you will take a good care of her?



You are creating a new memory. And mine will soon fades away. 10 years from now i am not sure if you will still remember me.

I think i always will.

Because you are the only guy i did all of that with.


J.

Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Day 500

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Dear Syed,


Love is always patient and kind.
It never jealous.

Love is never boastful or conceited.
It never rude or selfish.

It does not take offense and is not resentful.



I will always love you.
Then, now and the days to come.

J.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Day 495

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Things that i like about Syed:


1. His hair. I still remember the first few dates, I just cannot resist myself to touch his hair until one day i gather all the courage and asked him, "can i touch your hair".

2. His ears. The next day i asked, "Can i touch your ear?" I like how it gets real red when he feels hot. and I like the texture of em. I like running my fingers through the helix of his ears because at the end of it, there are few little hairs that feel so smooth.

3. His smile. The smile that really melts my heart. I hate when he is angry. Because it scares me. No smile. Just those angry eyes.

4. His smell. CK Euphoria. Hmmph.

5. How he looks real good in pink. Thank you for wearing that shirt on your birthday.

6. I like how our fingers fit into one another when we walk holding hands. It doesnt feel awkward. They just fits together. That is one of the things that makes me believe you're the one.

7. I like how he will hold the steering wheel with one hand and hold my hand with another while driving. Reminds me of that song by Taylor Swift, Our Song.

8. I like how he looks like from the side. The reason why I kept staring at him in the car while he was driving. And i love him more because my stare does not even bother his concentration.

9. I like it when he is 24-7 with me through phonecalls, skype, dating sessions. We used to talk on the phone as early as 5 o'clock. Until one day he get so busy with work and started to get grumpy and do not want me to wake him up at late at night or early in the morning just for unimportant talks.

10. I like how he is able to make me feels so shy in front of camera when i usually don't.

11. I like it when he is happy because of the things i did.

12. I like it when he touches my nose.

13. I like when he cut my nails while stopping at the red lights.

14. His hug. I like being there, close to his heart. It makes me feel safe and loved.

15. I like when he hugged me from the back while i withdrew money from the ATM machine.

16. I like how his hands look like. They are so pale that u can see those vessels running under the skin. His vessel's anatomy is so different from others that u feel like to try inserting branula inside it.

17. I like it when his hands are cold. So i would ask him to put his hand over the aircond until they become cold before he touches my cheek. It feels so comfortable. Hmmph.

18. The way he treated me. Like a princess. I wish I could see it clearly before.

19. He likes to bake cupcakes with me.

20. He doesnt care that i have fatty tummy.


:)


Happy Birthday!



Thursday, July 1, 2010

Day 77

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July 11, 2009



Me:
I love this song cuz I feel that is how you feel about me. It feels as if the singer sing this song on ur behalf.


Syed:
:) almost exactly how i felt.

;)

i love u...


Me:
Why almost?


Syed:
Because you have to know i love you more than just what the song tells you. ;)

My love for you is greater than my life. I would live just for you.

You're the reason I smile everyday ;)


Why can't I still be the reason?