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Dear Syed,
It was Azyan's birthday today. Her boyfriend planned a surprise birthday party for her. We helped a little by picking up the cake, set up the place, search for the party packs, etc.
My mouth is aching from blowing all the balloons. When i said all, i mean ALL. Ok fine, Wani helped blow one balloon halfway and Alia blew one which she accidentally burst it out later.
It was a typical surprise birthday celebration yet it was still fun. Azyan's boyfriend blindfolded her and we sang the birthday song. Then she loosened up the blindfold, we yelled surprise. She almost had a tear in her eye. She cut the cake which followed by massive photo sessions.
It went beautiful until the part where all of us sat and eat our food.
There in front of me i saw Azy was totally in love with Cakoi.
She was absolutely clueless on Cakoi's surprise plan. And Cakoi was one of the sweetest boyfriend i ever know.
When i turned to my left, there was Hannah and his soon to be fiance, Fahmi.
They are the most adorable couple i have ever met. Can you believe they never had any major fight for all this 3 years they are together. Not a single. Seriously. They look all lovey dovey as if they just met a month ago.
And on my right was Hasni and Abg Sedara.
Like always, they look good together.
Out of sudden, Abg Sedara turned to me and asked what's wrong because i have been gloomy since the time we sat on the table.
That was when the tears that i have been holding up since the moment Azy opened up her gift from Cakoi, flew down my cheek uncontrollably.
It was because seeing the girls being contented and happy with their boyfriends reminding me of you. Reminding me on how i felt contented when i was under your care. Reminding me on how I have been missing you so much this past couple of days. I have been suppressed the feelings and compensated it with books and preparation for exam.
Tonight i realised that i have made a mistake when i chose to come to the party instead of study for Ophtalmology. Tomorrow i am scheduled to go to Ophthalmology clinic.But judging from the condition of my red and swollen eyes, I am not sure how am i going to look into the patient's eye using ophthalmoscope and assessing it tomorrow.
I wish i am strong.
Like you.
But i am not.
And i need to learn how to adapt with it.
Pray for my recovery, will you?
Missing you much,
J.
Dear Syed,
It was Azyan's birthday today. Her boyfriend planned a surprise birthday party for her. We helped a little by picking up the cake, set up the place, search for the party packs, etc.
My mouth is aching from blowing all the balloons. When i said all, i mean ALL. Ok fine, Wani helped blow one balloon halfway and Alia blew one which she accidentally burst it out later.
It was a typical surprise birthday celebration yet it was still fun. Azyan's boyfriend blindfolded her and we sang the birthday song. Then she loosened up the blindfold, we yelled surprise. She almost had a tear in her eye. She cut the cake which followed by massive photo sessions.
It went beautiful until the part where all of us sat and eat our food.
There in front of me i saw Azy was totally in love with Cakoi.
She was absolutely clueless on Cakoi's surprise plan. And Cakoi was one of the sweetest boyfriend i ever know.
When i turned to my left, there was Hannah and his soon to be fiance, Fahmi.
They are the most adorable couple i have ever met. Can you believe they never had any major fight for all this 3 years they are together. Not a single. Seriously. They look all lovey dovey as if they just met a month ago.
And on my right was Hasni and Abg Sedara.
Like always, they look good together.
Out of sudden, Abg Sedara turned to me and asked what's wrong because i have been gloomy since the time we sat on the table.
That was when the tears that i have been holding up since the moment Azy opened up her gift from Cakoi, flew down my cheek uncontrollably.
It was because seeing the girls being contented and happy with their boyfriends reminding me of you. Reminding me on how i felt contented when i was under your care. Reminding me on how I have been missing you so much this past couple of days. I have been suppressed the feelings and compensated it with books and preparation for exam.
Tonight i realised that i have made a mistake when i chose to come to the party instead of study for Ophtalmology. Tomorrow i am scheduled to go to Ophthalmology clinic.But judging from the condition of my red and swollen eyes, I am not sure how am i going to look into the patient's eye using ophthalmoscope and assessing it tomorrow.
I wish i am strong.
Like you.
But i am not.
And i need to learn how to adapt with it.
Pray for my recovery, will you?
Missing you much,
J.
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