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Dear Syed,
today something bad happenned.
no wonder i had butterflies flying around in my stomach all evening.
i did something terrible.
felt like i have turn into a monster.
an ugly evil monster.
i am so mad and ashamed with myself.
i hate myself.
i hate for being so stupid emotionless bad person.
i hurt many people lately.
and today it hits me.
right on my face.
i am a jerk.
a 2 faced bitch.
Syed,
i need to escape from all of this mess.
i need you.
because you are my escape.
you always were.
why did you stop being my precious escape?
why cant u stay?
i need you.
Love,
J.
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