Day 145

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Daddy.

Johann.



17th September 2009.


you started to become cold and ignorant,

i was scared. and insecure.

i did what i thought was right.

i made a decision based on my rational emotional mind.

before you decide to leave me,

I LEFT.


but then,

i did not know it will break your heart so bad that you choose not to recover.

i did not know it will hurt my heart greater than i ever felt before.

i did not know.


if i knew,

i would have wait.

i would have keep holding on.


but,

things happen.

mistakes happen.

regrets happen.

for reasons whatsoever.

and i just have to live with it.

because that's how life is.


and,

i'm sorry for making that mistakes to us.