Day 373

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Dear Syed,

I cooked fried rice today. I wish you can taste it. It is delicious. I think it is.

I always like the taste of foods cooked at home. That was why I insisted you cook for me in one of our date instead of having breakfast at restaurant. Eventhough it was just a simple burger, it did make me happy because I know you cook it with love. And i can feel it through the taste of the food. I like Kakak's cooking too. I just cannot understand why do you like to eat outside when Kakak has prepared the foods for you. You can save up much money by eating at home, you know.

I want to bake cupcakes too. But I have no one to eat it. I wish I can make it for you. Will you be happy if i make some for you? Or will you be mad like always?

I have lots of chocolate I bought in Langkawi. But I have no one to eat it with too. This house feels empty even with people in it. I somehow have stop communicating with people in the house. I spent all day being with myself. And the memories of you.

Anyway, I am trying to learn how to cook lately. Pray for me!

J.