Day 55

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SH,

By the time you read this, we probably won't be able to see each other for another week. So I would like you to know that we have to stay strong. Like I said before, I'm a stronger person than you, so you have to be strong too for us to achieve whatever we desire :). I know this is going to be hard.. the fact that we're away from each other and that we're not able to communicate efficiently, etc.
So here are some assuring words from me..

Dear SH,

Your presence in my life has brought not just happiness, but also bliss, hope and inspiration. I've fallen in love with you for no reason. And I dont' want any reasons to love you. Because i want to love you unconditionally, endlessly. I had gained your trust, and I promise that I won't let you down. Just take my hand and let us traverse this journey together k? :) I love you for what you are and if you ask me what's so special in you that I fell for you, I have no answer for that question. Coz for me YOU are special :).

And sayang, I am yours to keep..

Nobody's perfect, and all I ask from you is to accept me as what I am. But! You perfect me. That's why it is important for you to tell me whatever I've done wrong and also whatever that I've not done to ensure that you're happy always.

I care about you. I wish I could really take care of you in a proper way. This money I gave is for your use to spend on good foods over there ok? Good food=good moods kan? I wanna ensure you got that. Take it, for me :)

I love you. No words can explain that.

I am currently missing you CRAZILY!

Take care, behave and be good...


Yours,
SAK
19/6/09

That was the content of the first card i read when I went to Slim River last year.

I never use that money you gave.

And it still has your smell.

I still remember how i suffered every night waiting for your call as you went to offshore on the very same week.


And starting 4 days ago i get posted to Slim River again for another 2 weeks.

The first day i arrived here was one of the hardest day i had.

Because Slim River reminds me of you.

You came few times last year to visit me.

I will never forget all that.

And this year, it all gone.

No more you.

And it was sad.

I cried to sleep.

And woke up on the next morning with swollen eyes.

Because I really miss you.

I always do.