Day 265

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Dear Syed,


i just got back from a session with my mentor.

the same mentor i once told u before, remember?

she said something today.

that really lower down my self esteem, my confidence.

i really hate when ppl put me down.

i hate how words can kill me.

i hate it.

and i hate that u are not here to comfort me.

im sorry for everything.

i really need u.

i always do.


Love,
J.